A humid morning on the lake
Not too hot yet
But the air is heavy with moisture
I am out later than usual
There are more people out and about
A fisherman in his boat
A man paddling by in a kayak with his dog
Offering a friendly wave
I think most people think I am fishing off the dock
That is what most people do from docks I suppose
But I am fishing for ideas
With paper and pen


I am not in a hurry to find something to write about
It will come when it comes
I look down and notice the nails in the planks of the dock
Covered with stain and waterproofing
They look like scars in the wood
Each one taking on a different shape and depth
The weathered wood shows deep grooves in places
Yet seems study enough for the job
It may yet be a while before it needs replacing


The dock is longer this year
The workers who placed the boat lift
Placed it a little too deep in the water
Necessitating more planks
I wonder where the extra pieces came from
One of them is gray
Clearly not from the original batch of planking
David says they washed up on the beach
At two different times
Impossible to get them back to their owners
The lake, even being the smallest of the finger lakes,
Is quite large
And people lose pieces of their deck all the time
So it was saved for a summer just like this one
When the dock would need extra planking
Pieces that were exactly the right size and length for the current need


And it makes me think of the times in my own life
God prepared ahead of time
What I would need
We don’t always know why
That piece of planking
Has washed up on our shore
But we know one day we will need it
When the deeper waters come

Sometimes it is a small loss
That prepares us for bigger losses
Or an insight gained through hard experience
Something we will need
When it has come time to change
And we fear we do not have what it takes to change
And realize we do
Because we have done it before

One of the worst lies of the enemy
Is convincing us we cannot change
That no one can
That what we are, we will always be

But God

It is true than once sitting it is easier to sit
Newton’s First Law of Motion at work
But sitting is temporary
Until I stand
And small changes help me see
That maybe big ones are possible too

God is preparing me even now
Sitting on this dock
For whatever hard things come this year
For there are always hard things
My life, like the planking on this dock
Is pock marked with scars
But it is also waterproofed
Places where God has provided the planking

As I head out into deeper and deeper water
The waves passing underneath
Not rocking, as I would be in the boat.
But firmly rooted
In the truth of God’s Word
In the beauty of his goodness
And the security of his love
